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Is it okay to end your life when you are saddled with all kinds of problems from gambling addiction?
I am a compulsive gambler addicted to casino poker machines for more than 13 years now. Consequently, my husband and my children left me. I had been living in a dormitory trying to find work but always I end up going back to the casino to gamble in a few minutes what took me a month to earn. Wanting to recover the millions of pesos I lost in gambling, I tried to chase my losses by playing bigger and bigger. I embezzelled company funds by erasing checks and writing pay to cash so I can encash them, I borrowed from bank using fictitious name, I defrauded many people, I stole money and things from laptop, cellphone to jewelries, I got jewelries from a store on consignment and issued unfunded checks for them and then pawned them so I can have gambling money. Now I want to die from shame, guilt and fear of being put to jail. I am held back by my fear of hell. But sometimes I think that hell is just a fiction so I might succeed in getting done my suicidal thoughts one of these days.
You need to seek professional treatment as soon as you can. It is great that you are open to people speaking into your life. Keep that up. Once you're willing to admit and address the problem, your life will start to change for the better. There is nothing worth ending your life for, because I know that everything can be overcome. Call the National Counsel on Problem Gambling at 1-800-522-4700. It is a confidential 24 hour help line that will help you find a GOOD counselor in your area. Please call and give it a chance.
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